I have been going over and over how to get back at you for being a manipulative female who uses people for her own gains and lies about everything to get what she wants. I have considered posting the last MSN convo we had to show Nick what you really are but each time I gaze at what was said I get this feeling you will get yours worse if I stay inactive in my anger towards you. All the love I had for you disappeared and you became one of the people I can never forgive no matter how long time goes on nothing will heal the hate I have you. The truly sad thing is I know that it's not me who is going to suffer the most but Nick because he is unaware what is going to happen to him while he's with you. The poor fool thinks there is nothing wrong with your state of affairs but I could past copy some of your own words that speak differently. Everything you say is lie and so my real satisfaction is when you get destroyed because of your own choices. And there will be no one left to pick you up. I don't believe a damn thing you portrayed in astral. You probably don't even have any relationship to me or Andria and the others are probably figments of your imagination I tried to imagine as real. It's obvious I still have something to do with you before I can move on and I practically have but my only hanging regrets is that you never told me the truth and you lied to my face over and over. So much hate born because of a insignificant female who happened to say all the right things to make someone believe her. And Nick is next to find he has been following a false female and I bet when his time has ended he'll end up just like Dan burnt and weaker then he was before he met you. Same happened to me but now that I'm healing and returning to who I was this is my last act of closing my past and letting the false implications of connections between us burn to ashes. I'm still considering posting sections of the convo with Knifeh on the title just so he can stumble upon them himself without me even sending them to him directly. Hate is a cruel thing but it is like a flame in nature it can only burn you if it grows out of control.